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An Apology

by Luhan Si Hadin

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Lyrics originally published as a poem in the creative writing magazine Prisms.

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I’m sorry
I cannot seem to solve between
desire and necessity.
I don’t know what I want.
I don’t know what I need.

I’m sorry
I cannot distort myself,
put it all back to who I was before.
if I should change at all
if I should just change more


I’m sorry
I cannot understand
how to grasp at this reality
I slip away easily
I still fight while I am sinking

I’m sorry
I cannot stand my thoughts
they seem nonsensical, so immature.
Caught between force and ease
I don't know who to be

I’m sorry.

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released April 9, 2021
Lyrics, Vocals, Ukulele-Luhan Si Hadin
Cello-Gremnir
Backup vocals-Gremnir and Irene Jacobs
Mixing and Mastering-Mike Schotter of Public Records Sac

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Luhan Si Hadin Sacramento, California

Luhan Si Hadin makes bittersweet folk for haunted hearts.

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contact: luhansihadin@gmail.com

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